Suicide

The reason I'm still alive is not because I am careful crossing the road or because I know how to handle a fire. Its because I get so easily distracted. Though I think I'm going to have to explain. I tried to hang myself, it was a poor attempt, but I did. The reason I didn't is because I started biting my nails, who would have thought, biting my nails could save my life. And just today I started writing a suicide note, it turned into more of a confession and then my phone went off. Its still in front of me and in feeling worse than ever!! WHAT DO I DO?!??!!!? please